Chairs in the garden carefully placed 2 metres apart

A letter from Helen Margaret Campbell (née Borrie)

Dear Researchers,

I wish to give you my reflections from Lockdown this year.

I am a 73 year-old who lives alone in a townhouse.

I am a retired teacher who still takes 11 children for literacy each week.

I don’t have family living nearby, and had to rely on the goodwill and kindness of friends who cared for my immediate needs.

I began Lockdown 10 days earlier than the rest of NZ because I happened to be in a café at the same time as our first case was diagnosed in Invercargill – 19 March 2020. I was classified as asymptomatic, meaning I was rated a very low risk.

I felt I could not take any sort of risk, because I tutor 11 children on literacy, at home. I put a sign on the door to say I was now in self-isolation.

At this point I felt I had the plague, because I saw friends approach the door then recoil in horror and almost run out the gate!

I contacted all of the homes, set up on-line lessons using Facetime, audio/phone calls, and some families emailed photos of the completed work each week.

The next issue was getting food. I had an emergency kit in the garage, but it wasn’t complete. I tried to have my groceries delivered by Countdown, but their registration form wouldn’t accept my address. Suddenly offers came in from friends and the families I work with. I was so grateful when they would ring and deliver to the front door.

But the big question soon surfaced: how do I keep the mind under control and keep a healthy routine each day. I have always lived with The List each day, which gives me the necessary routine to step into.

I needed a balance, so I used the following daily format:

  • Up and dressed by 7.30

  • Cleaning anything at 9

  • Knitting at 10 am (down to knitting cushion covers!)

  • Send out emails and texts at 11 am

  • Prepare food

  • Watch the COVID report at 1 pm

  • Catnap for 1 hour

  • Gardening/baking

  • Go for a walk

  • Watch the News on 1

  • Make contact with family via Facetime and phone

  • Dressing up in good clothes just for the fun of it

  • Recording the world events unfolding in this time: (balcony concerts by Andre Bocelli, China’s lack of transparency, the nightmare unfolding at Rosewood Resthome in Christchurch, the Bluff wedding cluster, the meaning of ‘bubbles’, watching the horrifying spread of COVID-19 in countries round the world.

  • Keeping a daily diary

  • Television and Radio NZ became really important links to the outside world. The absence of planes flying overhead was slightly unnerving. (I hear and see every plane coming in and out).

A heart health issue surfaced unexpectedly, at this time.

The Doctor detected an irregular heartbeat, so scans were required. Atrial fibrillation was diagnosed, and 2 medications were prescribed.

After 6 weeks of this routine, I hit the wall.

I began to feel my ‘family tank’ was empty.

I was used to flying up to Christchurch during the terms, or driving to Dunedin to see my family. Because this couldn’t happen, I was now sitting on 3 cancelled flights. I am not good at talking about my inner feelings but realized I had to tell a family m ember that the isolation from family was getting too hard. They responded and we began Zoom games meetings, bringing 3 families together. These were organized by my son in Dunedin. We had 2 nights of Family Feud, working in teams. It was great.

During this time, I knew of a friend who lived in a flat nearby. She lives on her own and had no family here. When we got to level 3, I put 2 plastic chairs in the garden and carefully placed 2 metres apart, so that she could come by on her way to the New World. She would call by at least twice a week to pick up means and baking. As a result, we are now close friends who help each other out in many ways.

In conclusion, I hope this window into my Lockdown is helpful.

All the best with the Project!

Kind regards,

Helen Margaret Campbell (née Borrie)

A letter from Colin Murphy

27th August 2020.

To The University of Auckland Covid 19 Research Team,

I am delighted to see your interest in the thoughts of us seniors. So often we feel we are the forgotten demographic in our society.

I am a 74 year young retired dairy farmer and my observation of the approach to the covid processes is, to me, typical of the rural urban divide, or more concisely the rural metropolitan difference.

Firstly is that the whole covid pandemic setup has been devised in Metropolitan Wellington, by Metropolitan Wellington and for Metropolitan Wellington. Designed for the concentrated population places throughout New Zealand.

The rural heartland of New Zealand operates under separate and different sets of social and economic criteria. Our “bubble”, comprising my wife of fifty years and myself, is forty hectares and leased to our neighbour for his extension for milking acreage. Life carried on as normal inside the farm gate with occasional connection with the neighbour and his staff. Cows needed milking, crops needed to be harvested and livestock needed to be shifted. This is the inexorable march of the seasonal nature of agriculture and indeed life. The day to day requirements cannot be parked in warehouses or on shelves as can urban merchandise.

One factor that confounded us and bore witness to the disconnection of government policy from thereal world was the initial arbitrary closing of all food outlets other than supermarkets (and it has happened again in Auckland this second time around.) It is folly to funnel people into single large collections like this. Life experiences tells us that such congregations increase the opportunity for the spread of any infection and more so with the known volatility of covid 19. Remember your own school years when the common cold or worse, a good bout of ‘flu, circulated through your peers. Fortunately the food supply problem was corrected somewhat after lobbying by the affected businesses. Remember, these businesses, under these circumstances, had their livelihoods at stake and were acutely aware that hygiene and social distancing was paramount to their economic survival. Very little thought and planning was put into the economic balance alongside the health and safety part of the overall equation. Now with the resurgence of covid and the current lockdown it appears that the planners have learnt nothing. We are seeing more of the same blueprint used during the initial lockdown.

I could advance a lot more observations but I will leave such thoughts for another time.

Meanwhile the important consideration is where I and my beloved wife fit into your research criteria. We are, as I have described, early seventies active retirees. The first annoyance was to see ourselves categorized as vulnerable, incapable and IQ deprived old simpletons as found in elderly rest homes. Far from it. Everyone else up to the age of sixty nine is a first class citizen. Why should we, on our seventieth birthday, so suddenly be re-categorised as age-discriminated castoffs. We are a capable, active and involved couple in our rural community as are most of our peers. And at our age we have considerable experiences of life which gives us a clear insight for comparisons, contrasts and analyses for drawing conclusions and making our own decisions. When we left our “bubble”, mainly to shop for supplies, we understood fully the implications and ramifications of the downstream consequences if we didn’t observe simple hygiene and the two meter separation in the company of others. And we made sure that we looked after our self preservation. The first two to three weeks of lock down felt like a holiday with restrictions. It was nice. No places to go, no people to see, no things to do and phone calls to deal with. There were also similarities with our lifestyle in the 1950’s. The slower pace of living, the absence of taken for granted amenities and the relative absence of traffic come to mind as a few examples. The first few days we blobbed and recharged the old batteries. Then we began to look at our rather large section and do a garden plan. Again, nice. Those jobs that had been put aside we could now work on and complete without interruption. Fill the garden rubbish trailer a number of times and take the rubbish up to the dump at the back of the farm. The bigger jobs were done with the chainsaw, farm trailer and front end loader. Done in our own time and at our own pace. And the weather was generally fine and warm. Lesser days would be spent indoors looking in and emptying cupboards, finding things we had forgotten, cataloguing photos and memories and discarding (some) things that we really didn’t need or had no real relevance any more. In between we would take the occasional walk, initially in our “bubble” then drive into town three k’s away and walk the stopbank and park paths.

By the end of the fourth week we were beginning to miss the social interaction with our peers and in particular with our extended families. We have three children and seven grandchildren. Two of the families live in Auckland and the third twenty k’s away in Pirongia. No chance of travel to Auckland. We saw Tracey and the two boys from Pirongia maybe once a week to check on us and bring supplies that we wanted but were not available in Otorohanga. Tough though when we couldn’t hug out daughter or cuddle the boys. Still, under the circumstances, that was life and we all understood that. Since the change to level one lock down our Auckland families have visited a couple of times but we haven’t been to Auckland since March.

Level one for us in the rural scene was back to life as usual. Back to our social circles, Lyceum club for Dianne and the MenzShed and the museum committee for me. And afternoons and evenings out with friends. Yeah! We have yet to go out for celebrations for our fiftieth wedding anniversary and both our birthdays which all happened during full lock down.

From the community observations life and business continued where it left off in March. Most of the businesses are directly or indirectly servicing the surrounding agricultural environment. Businesses servicing the home, garden and recreation are faring well also, benefitting from discretionary funding that couldn’t be spent on overseas travel. The one business that has withered is the local travel firm but the owner and her two staff have been absorbed into other staffing in our community. We look after each other here. That business is, from recall, about the only one that relied on tourism and travel for a living. Otherwise tradies in particular are flat out with two months of deferred work to catch up on.

So now we are back in lock down at level two. My feeling is that our community is not so accommodating this time around. There are some chinks appearing in Madam’s armour. The media is asking lots of questions and the government’s fear program has weakened considerably. And it is obvious to us by now that the government are still “making it up” as each day goes by. We may be old but we are not stupid! We have been around a long time and our comparison and contrast assessments brings the weaknesses and, in some cases, downright incompetence into a very focussed spotlight. To be cynical this being “kind” has its limits. Government leadership and direction is seriously wanting. It seems that few lessons have been learnt from the first lockdown. This time round there should have been robust systems and programmes in place. There should be clear transparent requirements at the border entries and in the managed isolation facilities. And the testing and contact tracing leaves much to be required. We are becoming annoyed with this extremely poor performance by people who should at this juncture know much better.

So where to from here? What are we as the aged demograph able to do about influencing political policies and developments into the future? That will depend on how many of these letters you receive and, more importantly, what you can do with this information in the wider community. Covid 19 is here to stay whether we like it or not. As a nation we cannot sustain continuing lock downs. We need proactive management systems to balance heath with economic stability. Our future cannot support the current human and financial squeezes being inflicted on the nation’s business world. Each subsequent squeeze creates the next level of social and community resentment. Woe betide any further lock down measures.

 

Colin Murphy

A letter from Xu Chongbin

Read Xu's Chongbin's letter in Mandarin.

2020 is called the Year of the Rat in China. According to some history books, terrible things often occur in such year. And the prophecy came true this year. Since the beginning of 2020, Covid-19 has been spreading in China, this virus has affected many other countries, disturbing the peace of the whole world. At that time, New Zealand, with its unique conditions, was not captured by the virus. The world nowadays, however, is a community of shared destiny, and no nation can stay out of it. Not to mention that New Zealand as a country of developed economy, great environment and inclusiveness, it’s impossible for it to stand out of this crisis. Eventually, the virus invaded this pure land. Facing such menacing virus, the New Zealand government immediately issued the level four alert, which is the lockdown of the whole nation and cities in it, in order to control coronavirus.

My partner and I moved to our daughter’s place in accordance with the government regulations, so that we could take care of each other more conveniently. My life has gone through fundamental changes since we started quarantine at home.

The Chinese association in Browns Bay, in which I am a member, was shut down, so were the English class, singing and table tennis class, and chess and cards activities. My favorite game of go was also under influence, because I had to give up playing against my friends every week. Unfortunately, I had to cancel my plan: one is to travel in west Europe; and also go back to China to visit relatives.

Honestly, I was not used to quarantine at home at the beginning, but I was able to accustom myself to this kind of life after some mental adjustments. I told myself that since I had lost my chance to engage in social activities, I might just enjoy the happiness brought by my families. As an old saying goes, what you lose on the swings, you get back on the roundabout. I enjoyed every moment with my two lovely grandchildren who are full of energy. They had online classes, did homework, played the piano and practiced taekwondo, making themselves occupied every day. I also helped them with their Chinese and taught them how to play the harmonica. We played games and sang karaoke together. That was a time full of family joys.

Life wasn’t boring at all, because I made reading, watching tv and news my daily routine. From time to time, I would do some gardening like mow the lawn, those things brought me joy too. Delicious food had become the theme of our life. Every day we brainstormed to set a list for each meal. Whether Chinese food or western food, if we wanted something new we would search the recipe, in that way we tried fresh meals and had a sense of achievement. We closely followed the news every afternoon to keep up with the situation of coronavirus, looking forward to the end of lockdown.

The rapid development of Internet technology made quarantine life surprisingly easier. We had English classes, lectures and meetings on Zoom. Online shopping and online communication were very easy to access.

During lockdown, even though the whole society ceased to function properly, the supermarkets, transportation and medical systems in Auckland were still serving the citizens to ensure basic supplies. That was why our life wasn’t affected much.

Our jointed efforts put a stop on the level four alert which lasted for four weeks. It symbolized that remarkable results have been achieved in the prevention and control of the epidemic in New Zealand. Later on, the alert went down to level one. There were no new cases in 102 consecutive days. In this period of time, the society restored it normal order, so the Chinese association restarted all the activities. The members went to Shakespeare Regional Park to plant trees. ELP restarted offline English courses. We could say that the first wave of pandemic in New Zealand was well handled by Prime Minister Jacinda Ardern and her administration, which deserved compliments from the whole world.

Nevertheless, the pandemic was still severe worldwide. The sneaky virus kept on spreading. Some cities in America and countries in Europe, Southern America even had multiple waves of this epidemic. Hence, the Prime Minister and Director-General of Health and Chief Executive repeatedly remind people to keep an eye on the virus, or it could come and hit us again.

As expected, after we reopened the border, virus invaded New Zealand again. Soon the second wave of Covid-19 started to spread in communities. To cope with this situation, level three alert was immediately implemented in Mid-August.

Despite that the epidemic was rampant, some churches ignored government regulations and had illegal conventions. Some organizations even protested against the alert for their so-called freedom and human rights. They were even against vaccines and talked nonsense such as “we must learn to coexist with coronavirus”. It was unbelievable how they despised life and trampled on science. Fortunately, the government remained strict on protection and prevention, so that the second wave of Covid-19 could be under control. It was not until September 24th that the alert went down to level two in Auckland. But now “a long tail effect” has appeared in the community transmission chain, and we can see new cases from time to time.

We didn’t expect the long-lasting pandemic to create such severe destruction, because we thought the virus would disappear in half a year. Up to now, it’s been ten months, and the situation in this world isn’t getting any better. Until September 28th, the total number of Covid-19 cases in the world has reached 32 million, with more than 996 thousand cases died. In New Zealand, 1477 people have been infected, and 25 died of it. Currently the virus is still with us, but it is the responsibility of those experts to draw lessons from previous experience. For us, we have to reflect on our own behaviors when facing such shocking numbers. From now on, we must consciously protect the ecological environment and maintain respectful to all the living creatures, otherwise Mother Nature will revenge, by creating tragedies like this in human history.

For us Chinese people, this year October 1st is special, it is the National Day, as well as the Mid-Autumn festival. The Chinese association had a plan to have a formal and proper celebration party, but now it is cancelled. There’s an old saying in China goes “while the priest climbs a post, the devil climbs ten”. As we are getting more experience about how to treat this virus, and vaccine research is progressing, we believe this is the turning point of this epidemic, which indicates that a decisive victory for mankind is just around the corner!